A hazy full moon love-falling week...

After reading through the past post...I hav realise that all I am toking abt is wat I tink...mayb this is not a blog but is my personal weekly dairy...So if u are looking forward to scandel or something else..sorry...wrong URL...

The Haze monster hav returned!!!! Since its disappearance in 1997...Now it has come back for a second damage to Singapore...Manz...its giving me an headache sia...

Happy mid-autumn festival to everyone...Hav u eaten ur mooncake? See the moon for this year? Carry the little lantumn around the place? hahaha...Hope u hav...

My IAP week 5 hav end with this beautiful full moon night and I must say, tonite's moon is the most beautiful of all mine 19 years...Y did I say that? Becos seeing the moon hav left me tinking about something...

Remember the gal with the beautiful smile I said? Well...I doesn know y but my habit has come on again....if i don see her for one day...I am feeling damm funny inside my heart...u know wat I mean? haha... And this week, the ppl at Emerson hav found out abt my interest in the gal and tease me for having no action to know her...haiz...wat to do..I jus don hav the guts to go tok to her...I onli dare to look at her secretly as I walk pass her....useless me....

All my record were all under "no action" folder....Y? Y...L.J...y don u take action....haiz...I am looking forward to find my own love but if every gal I like will become my "no action,onli crush" file...I tink I am not far from becoming a monk...

SO...since I don dare to do it in reality...I might as well do it here...in my own tiny space in the huge Internet reign....If I were to tok to her,I might say these,here goes:

"Hi, I am Leslie... its my honour to meet u in my life...Is ur name crystal? Sorry if its not...mayb I heard wrongly...if yes...U hav a beautiful name...worthy of ur beautiful face and smile...

U might not know whu am I...becos I don look to outstanding in the crowd...but I hav notice ur presence...Becos of ur beautiful smile...

I still remember when I first went to Emerson,I really hate going there for my IAP... The first week was like a torture to me... But on the second week, I saw u at the Bus terminal and I happen to be jus beside u...and thats when I am attracted to ur presense... After boarding the bus, I saw ur smile and it was jus so wonderful and beautiful...

How can I expect that when u alight at the same bus stop as me and walk through the same company door as me...U were so cute when u jus walk so fast becos u didn hav a admission card to unlock the door...and u follow so closely behind me...I wish I hav turn around and tell u:"Don worry, I will not shut the door from u...hahaha" but I didn dare... the next day, the similar thing happen again but I still didn dare to tok to u...

After a week, when I pass by the desk to go out for a breather...I was so surprise...becos u were sitting there! hahaha...I donno y but from then on, I jus feel tat my days have brighten up and I feel so much happier becos I am able to see u everyday...But everytime, I onli dare to look at u secretly hoping to see ur beautiful smile again no matter whether is when i pass by ur desk or when u pass by mine when u come back for lurch... I swear to heaven that ur smile is the most beautiful thing that I hav ever seen...hahah...

Although I told my frenz that I am attracted to u becos u r short and cute...but my heart tells me that I am attracted to u becos of ur smile and a certain chrisma about u...

Now, my 3 mentor hav also know about my interest in u and urge me to take action...but I jus don hav the guts to do so...But in my heart, I wants to know wat kind of person u r behind ur beautiful smile...

I don dare becos I don tink I am worthy to know u becos u r so beautiful...I wouldn be surprised if u r already attached...Mayb I am afraid of been hurt onces again...

If given a choice, I do hope to know ur true self but if I cant do that, I rather watch u from a distance like I do today when u are absent fo work yesterday and u look so tired today...It might be rude to watch ur every move but I know this is not wrong as its not wrong to cherish something whom u tink is precious...

I hope god will give me a chance...a chance that let fate and destiny not desert me anymore...A chance to truly know u... jus a single chance and hope...This is wat I really feel..."

Every Breath you take – The Police