Count down to 1 mth...

This week waassss enjoyable...Due to the 4 days of holiday...I hav done lot of things...I even bought myself a MP4 player...And I am very happy with my purchase...Except for the color white...I wanted a black...

Now...I am counting down to 1 mth left at Emerson...U must be asking me: "U must be very happy now rit?"

Seriously...I am very confused now...I shld be happy and I am...But at the same time...I am hoping this 20 days will pass slowly so I can look at her longer... So tat also mean I am not totally happy...

If u are "CH" u must be shouting:" Mad ah u...."

But seriouly, I am so very confused now...

I really like her cuteness and smile...I really like her at first sight...

But...I don hav the guts to tok to her...I cant take the first step...

I told myself that I will leave it to fate...

But deep inside, I know that she is not any Jane, Mary, Jenny... She is the 10/10 of my dream...And I don wan the last day to be the last time I will be seeing her...

But wat can I do...I aren those hunk that easily get the number of gals...I am not tat kind...I hope my will be the first and last as long as possible...

Wat shld I do...Praying to god is useless since I hav miss the chances he have granted me to...Wat I need now is courage... She is the one I am looking for...She has appear into my life... All I need is to grab the chance and cherish her...

Can I do tat...for the sake of myself?

I donno...I seriously is very confused now...