If memory can be painted out....

The time now is 9.05pm, 23 Nov 2006...The nite I have been waiting for for 3 mths...In another 24 hours time...my life will offically return to normal... everything will be the same again...Almost everything.... Now I hav really lose all hopes, for 59 days...I cant do anything...Now wat can I do for 1 day? Now I only hope that I can forget her, but on the other hand...I hope that I can remember her forever, if only I can paint her picture out with all the memories I hav... Every move she take, every smile she make, every breath she take... I jus cant bear to let that leave my mind... I admit, I am attracted to her smile and cuteness...And that is wat leave me tinking whether I will still like her if she not not what she is now... Anyway...I don carry any hope anymore...mayb she is jus another passenger that I hav carry in my lifetime transit bus...I hav to let her alight since I pick her up...